thought we would BE
THE LUCKY, the few who
make it far past the first hurdles..
thought it wouldnt hurt
absurdly to make you my one, my only
to give up my lonely and aimless ways
for something whole grain to gain….
thought making you my BREAD
AND WATER, would create refreshing life
not just floods escaping our eyes,
thought to go out of my way
to learn meanings of the words you said
and what phrases i said pained you in order
to be able to evade, that strain,
thought there would be no new chapters
since you would be my book,
and i was yours, coded with metaphors
i never realized you misunderstood
I thought we could be the lucky
but we destroyed our precious love,
Our hearts the pieces of destruction
annhilated -by us
your expectations of love,
i know i could exceed them,
because once we connected deeper,
the sex would not mislead us
people look for the wrong thing in relationships….they shouldn’t look for someone who won’t hurt them, that person doesn’t exist. instead, the person you want to keep in your life
is one who will take responsibility for hurting you.
people try to be God in their…
too deep into the abyss lets not climb back to the top
the surface waters warm but that shits shallow and i don’t
want no simple mind no easy heart i want that kinda shit
that tears us apart to fuckin pieces , then reconstructs love
and creates a new found genuine
peace
re x bell
chained to your heart
i feel most free
thats strange .. strange coming from me
but its happening so please
don’t forget all the link ups,
the break downs and fix ups
and the sounds like crashing
…the feelings like… ending, no
never-ending,
always something
the feelings never empty
mostly lovely
always you,
the feeling…always you
-the soul rebell
go on without me
she whispered
i can’t make it and
you’re better off
without me anyways
but i ignored her
feeble protests and
picked her up
hoisted her on my
back and i felt the
complete weight
of her, not just
her tiny frame but
her baggage, her
burdens, and every
little…
could we continue sharing one vision,
could two hearts beat together in such precision
for…
forever ?
for any less would just leave time missing
-the soul rebell
and if she decides to leave
I must admit, I was pleased
her intellect, beauty and
frame , a masterpiece
she was the artwork, I adored privately
she was a classic, screaming “admire me!”
she is the trap, I always get caught
she is a daydream, I tend to get lost..