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     thought we would BE 

THE LUCKY, the few who

make it far past the first hurdles..

      thought it wouldnt hurt 

absurdly to make you my one, my only

to give up my lonely and aimless ways

for something whole grain to gain….

      thought making you my BREAD

AND WATER, would create refreshing life

not just floods escaping our eyes, 

      thought to go out of my way

to learn meanings of the words you said

and what phrases i said pained you in order

to be able to evade, that strain, 

       thought there would be no new chapters

since you would be my book,

and i was yours, coded with metaphors

i never realized you misunderstood 

       I thought we could be the lucky

but we destroyed our precious love,

Our hearts the pieces of destruction

annhilated -by us

 your expectations of love,
i know i could exceed them,
because once we connected deeper,
the sex would not mislead us

too deep into the abyss lets not climb back to the top

the surface waters warm but that shits shallow and i don’t 

want no simple mind no easy heart i want that kinda shit

that tears us  apart to fuckin pieces , then reconstructs love

and creates a new found genuine

peace

re x bell

feel

chained to your heart

i feel most free

thats strange .. strange coming from me

but its happening so please

 don’t forget all the link ups,

the break downs and fix ups 

  and the sounds like crashing 

…the feelings like… ending, no

never-ending,

always something

the feelings never empty

mostly lovely

always you,

the feeling…always you



-the soul rebell

I like drinking coffee alone and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone and walking home alone. it gives me time to think and set my mind free. I like eating alone and listening to music alone. but when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.
for you

could we continue sharing one vision,

could two hearts beat together in such precision 

for…

forever ?

for any less would just leave time missing

-the soul rebell

and if she decides to leave

I must admit, I was pleased

her intellect, beauty and

frame , a masterpiece

she was the artwork, I adored privately

she was a classic, screaming “admire me!”

she is the trap, I always get caught

she is a daydream, I tend to get lost..

-the soul rebell